Yesterday, I think I was finally able to let him go. In an event organised by my college, I had to perform last minute, literally. It was a shocking but exhilarating experience, so I SMSed him to let him know. He was unable to come you see. I told him I did a duet with one of the performers.
He told me that maybe I should bring him to prom. I was really hurt. Continuing the conversation, I could really feel that he wants to end it, seriously. It wasn't just on hold anymore; this was the official break-up. I felt terrible.
When I went home I cried again. But in that pain was a relief of something resolved. We no longer had to drag this on, but the issue had been resolved. Painful as it was, it was necessary for me to cry. Because through crying, I was able to bleed the wound in my heart, and now...I can finally start to heal. It won't be easy and the experience will make its mark on me, but by hurting and recovering, I finally have the courage to let go.
I thank the Lord for giving me the strength and courage to go through this. And I thank Him for blessing me with great, wondersul, supporting friends who comforted me when I was hurting. Amen.
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