Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Entry #8: Mighty Pissed

Am I mighty pissed or what? I mean, shit, why does that person treat me so badly? I don't get him! He calls me certain names, fine! I can overlook that. He ignores me when there are other friends around to interact with. Fine, I can bear with that too. But what was the purpose of pushing me (literally!) around?! Just what was his problem?!

Ok, fine, maybe he doesn't like me the way I do, and sure, he made it clear that he couldn't accept me. But we were supposed to be friends! I mean, it's like he's doing this on purpose, damn it! Just...agh! I'm so so angry. I bore with this bloody behaviour just fine, 'cause I can field all the other things he's throwing at me. But shoving me just 'cause I was stopping in midstep to talk to someone? That's the bloody last straw, dammit! I ain't gonna stand for this kind of behaviour! I don't care whether he meant it or not, I have all the right to be angry!! He should know that I don't appreciate the way he's been treating me, not like some disposable....stuff!

I'm so pissed I can hardly speak. My friend said if you're pissed then forget about it. At least you're able to feel angry so you should just let go of the matter. Well, not until I get some morbid satisfaction ranting about him here! I must congratulate him, I haven't felt this angry for a long time.

1 comment:

Rei said...

Hey there, finally have time to come to your blog. <3 So why not leave a post?

*huggles* My dear, it'd be better for you to take it out, like what you did by posting here. I'm not saying I can console you much, but at least, as a friend, it's best to let you know someone is there to listen to your rants/anything.

If 'he' really annoys you that much and being a jackass (sorry for the language, I rarely use it on normal days), then save your strength and ignore him. Don't waste your time being furious about him. Why not save your time for something definitely worths more than someone like 'him'?

Eventually he'll regret what he ever did to you. I mean, even if he doesn't, there are still plenty of people that will support you and of course you can find someone better than him, na?

Sorry, maybe I shouldn't just come here and say those stuffs to you. We aren't really the best of friends and I won't offer cheap talks like I understand how you feel. But at least, hope my words help smooth you down a bit, if not much. *hugs* You have too many other things to be bothered by someone that is not worth it na? ^^